She’s been one of the most thoughtful person I knew. She always cared for me. She was the kindest. She was the best. It delights her day everytime I visit her, it makes her happy. She loved me so much. I do too.
Now that she’s gone, I keep regretting why I haven’t come to be that close to her when she was still alive. I am saddened.
I know that she’s having her place in God’s dwelling place right now. I know she’s with Him.
As I start lamenting, I will always remember her and all the kindest things she’s done, for the rest of my life.
I am more than blessed to have her as my grandmother, I am more than happy and glad.
She is much loved, to ever be forgotten.
I love you lola.
It’s always one of the strangest things in life how a girl can have your stomach be filled with butterflies;
a girl who always try to put sunshine, in your sad gloomy day, even without her knowing it;
a girl you’d feel cheered up when it’s a bad day;
a girl you feel awkward having convos with;
a girl with the loveliest face;
a girl you feel happy to see;
and the girl on the portrait above isn’t of any exception;
because it’s been her whom I had the sweetest infatuation, in my whole life.
To this girl,
I know you’re older than me, but even without having us labeled into something,
I just want you to feel special today.
I’ve always care for you, so I hope this blog of mine makes you feel happy and loved. I hope this makes your day complete.
You know how much I admire you, and I want you to know that whatever you do to your hair,
You’ll always be the prettiest.
I’d run out of words if I make this thing prolonged,
but Pip, I wish and pray for the best things to happen in your life.
PS: I love this photo so I decided to grab it, forgive me, haha. Miss, wag na maging sad kase magiging sad din ako, lol. Shet sobrang awkward but, ily. :’)
Intramurals 2K13! My last one in highschool.
I’m starting to have the thought of badly missing highschool when time finally comes. (sad face here)
Anyways, it was a total domination for the Blue Panthers! (my team) I’m so proud to be a part of such an outstanding team.
I opened my eyes today with a different kind of feeling, I knew this day wasn’t the usual.
And then of course, I realized, today was my birthday.
I checked my phone, and I saw my friends’ early birthday greetings. It started delighting my day.
Before I rose up from bed, I whispered a prayer.
I entered the bathroom, and looked at the mirror. I said to myself: today’s going to be a big day, renzo.
I was all suited up and was ready for school.
At the car, I started having these birthday feels. I feel anxious for what this day is about to bring me.
I got out of the car and entered the school.
I was still at the guard house, when some friends of mine called me, and started having me those greetings. I met Jianni and her siblings.
Kinda felt awkward walking through the hallway to the HS building. I didn’t know what to expect for the people I met. I didn’t know if they were aware that today’s my day. Funny isn’t it? Just awkward. These are birthday feels, yes.
The rest of the day was spent with those greetings. The usual, the whole class sang for me, the teachers greeted me when they met me, and the rest of my friends! Plus, I got to be a part of the neo-ethnic dance for the interschool this saturday. What a nice birthday gift.
Classes ended. I invited some of my friends for a treat at the KFC. We had dinner, and so much fun was there. Chadlyn lent me her gift, which surprised me! Kean, Jia, Hannah did the same thing. Jaycel had me this 1 cartolina artwork with a greeting in it.
I was so happy! Ultimately happy.
When I got home, the unending online greetings from my dear friends filled my phone notifs! I didn’t know how to thank them one by one. My favorite youtube icon even tweeted me. And, my crush filled my stomach with butterflies.
All these things made my day! I feel so special. I don’t know how to thank everyone! They never fail to make me feel special. I’m just blessed.
Words won’t say how thankful I am to the most high, for affording me another year! I will be forever thankful to thee, for my family, my friends, and for the limitless blessing He bestows on me. I keep praying He continues to bless me.
"Hoooh, I love my life!"
Everytime time I do the service,
Everytime I hit the ball,
Everytime I participate in its rally,
Everytime we score,
Everytime we win,
Even everytime we lose,
The team work,
The fulfilling feels,
It’s a different kind of happiness.
I was called by my dad saying that we were up for dinner.
I was in my full appetite since what dad prepared was something I loved to eat.
I went immediately to our dining table, and had our dinner.
My plate was filled.
I kept spoon feeding myself, when suddenly, I stopped.
I don’t know why I just felt the need to pause.
I looked at my plate, which was half done.
And then I realized I was full, and thought I can barely finish the food that’s left.
That was unusual.
While I was eating, I kept hearing the news on the tv about the recent super typhoon that dominated various places in our country. There were people crying for help, crying for the loss of lives,
And starving for food.
It melted my heart.
I lost my appetite.
I wish I can do something for them.
I wish I could lay them my strength from whatever gluttony I am doing.
I wish I can help them.
I keep reminding myself, I’m not like anyone else.
It’s the face on my ID that makes me VIP.
I build my own legit, and original identity, and no one’s ever going to take that away from me.
I believe I’m not meant to be labeled at something.
I’m not in the business of allowing other’s condescendence rule over my life.
I don’t have to bite my tongue and hold my breath anymore.
I am becoming valiant.
I don’t care about all the taunts and mockeries people do to me.
I just realized I wasn’t born to please anyone.
I am the one creating my whole existence.
Welcome to my life,
and by the time you enter in it,
I guess you start dealing with it,
because once and for all, I’ll have you know that this is me.
Checkered buttoned polo and some good old paddock jeans.
Old school is not bad.